Death?

Ok this post im about to make is a topic that im really emotional on for some reason and what im about to write really comes from the heart. Its not to be a depressing post but rather something to make you reflect on your life and the special people you have in it. I have wondered and wondered many aspects about death. Whenever i think about it or think about a deceased person i get over emotional. i dont entirely know why but this is my nature. It just seems like a huge step in the souls existence. kind of like.. the 'freeing' and purifying of the soul from this dunya's troubles and issues and gaining nearness to Allah.

I always think about my own death and wonder how it will be like. would it be a good death to which i known i lived a pure life in order to acheive that 'nearness' to Allah? or will it be one that i will begin to have regrets about once i start dying. many people would probably say to me that im only 17 and that i shouldnt be thinking about death because im 'too young to die'. FACT: Nobodies too young to die. your time to go is your time to go.
I always think about how people will react to my death. will they be sad? will they be remorseful? or will i become a forgotten memory? i try as hard as i can to avoid these thoughts because at the end of the day, the only thing i will be taking with me to the grave are my deeds. and the one i will have to face is Allah (SWT) so i try and keep my concentration on him.

But i dont just think about me. I think about the many others that will eventually die. i really appreciate those people i have in life so much. but they may not know it nor feel the same way for me yet i feel such compassion towards them. when i meet a non-muslim who has a heart of gold i just think ''ugh, if ony they were muslim. they just seem too good of a person to not have a good afterlife.'' i dont want anyone to suffer. everybody has abit of good in them but if only that goodness in them could spread in faith, mind and soul. But we must trust Allahs judgement. afterall he is the most compassionate and whatever he says is just.

Thinking about this subject really makes me think ''what are we doing as muslims to save humanity from the hellfire?'' to be honest we arent actually doing much. AT ALL. which is why i created this blog as a dawah oppurtunity. Lifes too short to argue with those who are close to u. Forgive any small mishaps that has happened between u and others. Be a good friend, Be a good family member since its part of being a good MUSLIM. as possessing those qualities generates hasanat in which u WILL benefit u in this life and afterwards. I have much more to say on this subject but i really would go on forever. im glad i got this off my chest. Hope this post made you reflect upon your life.

Much love from me and GOD LOVES YOU

Salaaamm xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx